Everyone seems to be happy. Everything seems to be looking up. For this, I'm excited. My friends, I love them dearly, and it makes me glad to see them happy. Yes glad, not happy. I am glad that they are turning around. I'm glad that they are beginning to feeling happiness again. I've been saying for months now how I know things will change, and although in my heart I believe what I tell them, I don't believe it for myself. Is that stupid? I guess it's kind of that it's easier looking in than looking out sort of thing.
write more later.